I saw this on the dashboard, I think of how I’d Love to make this for somebody and a flash in my head goes off:

A picture of me bringing this to Roy in bed one morning..He smiles and laughs… I smile because I know He’d Love this Breakfast Bento… He Love’s Kiwi (skin and all) a fan of yogurt.. I would replace the grapefruit with watermelon, juice to be either orange or cranberry, the granola with corned beef, and the croissant with rice…

My mind had flashed a fantasy, bringing breakfast in Bed to my Husband.. maybe for Father’s Day, maybe just because… it’s a sad fantasy as the one portraying my husband would never be that position.. not for me.

Maybe it would be best to erase and replace the memories I have now… Erase and replace him in my life…

I usually do it.. Just…I’ve been so hesitant with him..

Maybe because out of all the guys I’ve been with, Matt included… I’ve let myself Love him the Most.

I’ll be more than ok, I know time will help me. Especially with God by my side..

Sometimes the songs I need to hear, the people I need to see, the places that calms me… I feel God has been placing them in front of me for comfort… and I’m forever Grateful. It’s part of why I try singing with all my Heart in church…perform the best I can in front of the Father that comforts me..

My Dad is comforting as well, but INC knows what I mean. :)

C’est la Vie.

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